superlurva

2009-04-13T12:01:00.007+08:00

my fucking sister is back.
she make a fucking din over a Charles and keith PLASTIC BAG HOR.
fucking quarelled at 7am in the morning.
its not as if its a CHANEL OR HERMES PAPER BAG.
fucking charles and keith sia.

kknccb.
started making stupid accusation.
"oh she wored my things, she take my things"
WHEN I ONLY WENT OUT ONCE WITH MY FRENZ AND TO FLEA MARKET
IN THE 10 DAYS THEY WERE IN EUROPE.
HAHA WEIXIN GOT 10 BODIES, CAN WEAR ALOT OF CLOTHES IN 3 DAYS.

FYI: my sister has bloody fucking ugly clothes, gimme free i also dont want plzzz.
(think fucking whoreish past dated, fucking ugly clothes. omg terrible)
her accessories or fucking knnb copy me, see i buy what also buy.
funny on how immature a fucking 19 year old can be.
i have almost SAME bangles as her, i wear her bangles my hand rott ah.

i felt soo sad-agitated-angry.
#1 why am i so cursed sia
#2 i fucking got Intergrity, i wont use my fucking sister's stuff
#3 she fucking tell her friends IM ALWAYS CAUSING TROUBLE, PULLING OUT PHONE LINES WHEN SHE TALKS, FUCKING BEAT HER UP DAMN BADLY. (i read her smses, to her fucking boyfriend and BFFSSS)
i should totally ask my brother to video down when we fight man.
then mass email to her friends.
HAHAH, my mom/younger brother nearly ROFLOL when i told them.
#4 my younger brother is fucking 2 faced.
#5 my dad slapped me, HAHA yeah.
#6 i cried till i couldnt breathe.
#7 i need to move out, someone has an extra room to rent to me?
#8 I want to kill my sister, shut her up forever.

it feels like there's no one in the world you can trust or rely on.
everything that appears on the surface is superficial.
ive got great friends, there's definite fun with them.
but it all ends when i head home.

i h8 h8 h8 home,
not trying to be some namsy pansy crybaby, but seriously if you were in my shoes.
you might jump off the building sooner or later.
everything is alone on your own.
siblings full of jealousy of you, trying 1001 ways to ruin your life.
im so tired man,
whats with my dad being the more well to do one
all the holiday trips i get each year.
i dont need them, i just want peace.
i feel so fking embarrassed whenever i call my bestfriends when im crying.

when my sister wakes up, there's bound to be a quarrel again.
im very scared now, i dont ike all this.
i want to runaway from this place, never reappear anymore..
im damn upset, i need a cigg.

on a happy note, i made 250$++ selling my 2nd hand clothes.
2 parties l8r on.
moving on to a new space next week, bye M.O.S

2009-04-11T00:09:00.004+08:00

YAYY! I chopped off my hair.
me likeyyy new hair.
i think its aweesome.
^^ ^^
and i pierced my _____
kikix and michezz are going to do so too.
cuzzz i psycho them.
siaozz.

its damn short now.
HAHAHA WANNA SEE HOW SHORT IS MY HAIR ANOT?!
COME TO FLEA TITAN TMRW!!

TIPS: Bring a giant shopping bag, and lots of cash

GETTING THERE: Dhoby Gaut MRT

SHUTTLE BUS: Shuttle buses will depart from the Plaza Singapura Taxi Stand from 2pm to 8pm. (15 min frequency)

SEEEYA CHICOOZZ!!!

2009-04-08T11:47:00.004+08:00

how is it like being lonely?

my body is down.
i've got sexy husky deeep voice which cracks at certain pitch.
im feeling so dry within, felt like i got sucked clean.
my body is exhausted . 7.30AM to 8.30am
my mind is in a complete mess, whirlwind. cant think straight.
throat hurts, cant get anything down inside.
very hungry and tired.

insomia
too much to think in mind, too hard to comprehend.

2009-04-05T23:37:00.002+08:00

im damn suayy plzzz.

i took my contact lens to the comp screen to see whether it has cracks.
the contacts lens droped, and i dont know where has it gone to.
somemore coloured one sia...

wtf, suaysuay

* EDITED. haha my lens didnt drop, the other lens camoflage it. HAHA WTF HAAHA

2009-04-05T22:13:00.002+08:00

i think i will be a loner in school.

i cant stand hanging around with people whom i dislike/hate.
i cant stand it that im bitching about them,
and the next moment im like
"HIIII, OMG I MISS YOU. HOW ARE YOU PWEEEETY"
thats damn loser and 3-faced plz.

i can say im not like that now.
when people around me are doing it, i just tell them that i h8 h8 what they are doing now.
cauz i cant stand it.
if i dislike/hate you, when you come and approached me the best i can do is try to be nice to you.
i dont go the the extend of starting up a interesting conversation.

look around me, the closest are still suie and michelle.
i hardly hang with others i dont really know.
*i have other close friends outside too, but we dont meet up as much

next time you see me, catch my signal.

i should just close both eyes in school.
hopefully i meet people who are cool and true.
it rhymes dude.
cool&true.

2009-04-03T12:34:00.007+08:00

2nd post*
1000 crunches, on the right track babey.

im gonna chop off my hair .
re-dye a brighter shade
i need something new.
next week appointment with kikix

goodbye mom, i wont miss you.

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>><<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<
im very sad
i feel like an iceberg.
cold and heart-less.
i feel so pathetic.
i feel so empty
i feel so alone.
i feel so quiet.
grasping for air in this tight atmosphere.
my heart beats with a slow fainting count.

tears trickle down
drop by drop.
you tell yourself its gonna be alright after the tears.
but it never gets better.
you just said that to comfort your soul.
in the end you get suffocated in your inner self.

im pathetic.
i sympathise myself.

2009-04-02T15:54:00.006+08:00

{ whole chunk deleted}

*i just gotta keep it to myself

2009-03-31T16:44:00.001+08:00

//Post 2

Lee Hyori pAwnzzzzz.
she is damn hot plssss.
body/dance/looks.
to die for, to kill for.
every guys fantassssSYYYY.

2009-03-31T11:05:00.005+08:00

been through, thoughts went about.
heart2heart with michezz.

sometimes i feel whether we are there, just because we are there
it gets frustrating when people just take your presence for granted.
they just think that you are supposed to be there when they needed you for things.
its not how it seems to be baby, im not going to be always there just because you needed me to.
im sick of being someone you look for when you got no one to go out with or to talk too.
2 words.

Fuck you.

i hate it when you make it seems we leave you out on things.
sorry, were you even There for us in the first place?
im going to be cruel and leave you out from everything.
because everyone seems happier with it.
it seems like we arent people who you will exactly be Bothered with always.

i hate excuses, (non-practical ones)
cause you know whatever sh!t excuses you give, its plain stupid.
or should i say you could make an effort even when you got (blahblahblah stuffs)
we are very understanding.

well but we know what you are always up to.
so darling, i guess you really have "no time" for us.
we are really busy with "ourselves" too.

im so glad school's starting.
new people new enviroment.
time to use my excuse : "im sooo busy this days"

2009-03-25T22:35:00.003+08:00

im sucha fucking stupid idiot fucking fool.
me and my gawd forbbiden fucking idea.
why did i go suggest Peace plan with my bloody fucking fat Gignormous bitch.
fucking screw her.
Thought that things might go smoothly, i swear i gave way to her in every way.

like how Britain signed peace treaty with germany(Hitler).
im Britain, my sis is Cunning germany.

was THERE PEACE?
HAHA FUCKING I WISHED.

i should just mind my own business from now, && start a fucking cold war with her.
Just stay within my world, && fucking Bomb her world when she fucking blocks my way.
me and my naive thinkings.
im bloody damn pissed with myself.
why didnt i listened to my Dad.
I should be so fucking selfish and ignorant.
Be a bloody bitch to my sis, be hyer worse nightmare.

2009-03-20T15:02:00.001+08:00

im so boring.
i got no life.
i eat-sleep-tv-shit.
ha-ha-ha
life so empty.
and ha-ha-ha my work is very flexible.
im so bored.

2009-03-18T00:02:00.004+08:00

om.gawd
so effin' gorgeous pretttyyy plzzzzz.

watched Race to witch mountain with michezz,kiki, kamal
the cathay popcorn still pwnzz.
the sexx man.

Sara played by anna sophie
SHE IS BEAUTIFUL.
ohm.gawd how can i not notcie her when she played Violet in Charlie and the chocolate factory!

she's has the combined looks of
jessica stam + dakota fanning + keira knightley( kamal i get your drift).
her complexion is awessome.
sh!t she is soo gorgeoussss.
screwed hanNAh montanna.

2009-03-16T00:22:00.004+08:00

lets meet up and talk.

1.26am
resolved.
peace yo.

(edited)
still very confused...
filled with unquestionable doubts.
but forget it.
peace yo.

im laughing now like a mad woman, i cant believe i changed so much.
zi xiang mao dun.
)):

2009-03-15T22:39:00.007+08:00

Out with michess yesterday.
IT show was hell load jammed-packed.
its very annoying that mothers are bringing their little kids out.
they start whining, crying and screaming.
omg.awd, no kids for me.
i swear i will go crazy.
HAHA SUIE DO YOU STILL WANT 9 KIDS.
OMG, im not gonna babysit your babies man.

haha ok back to topic.
i needa get a camera.
my mom say she needed one for her Europe trip,
impossible that she will take my Dslr there.
too bulky and not user-friendly.

so i settled down for this

hah yessss in pink bitchezzz.
thank g.awd they had it, i wouldnt settle for blue or white.
my mom liked it very much.
she said it was damn cawaiii,
and it look like a toy.

im luvvving the camera.
cant wait for school to start!!!
k i said it like many times.
im damn XXXXXXXXXXciteeddd.
Classes with Linda,
meeting gay boyfriendzzz
Dressing up differently and sharing clothes with other cool deisgners.
S.pawn other faculty kidzz, <==== HAH wtffff. yeeeehaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh.

need to dance b4 i sleep.
ending off here.

"i cant blame you for being partially blind dude or illiterate.
You wear specs dont you?
You try to start up a quarrel.
Typing without using your brains.
or should i say typing with your eyes closed?
maybe you are too tired la, you got to work long hours and travel far, cannot help it right?
:-)
Start blabbering nonsensically when you are on the
"i started the war, got nothing to fight back" side,
The word was there dude, no editing darling.
You missed it out, make a ruckus, now you got nothing to say,
Claimed i added it on. HAH. anymore creative?
erm darling, when did i mentionTHAT YOU COPIED me liking wondergirls?
lmaozzzzzzzzz
type with sense please?
I would be digging my own grave then.
I post i RECENTLY got addicted to the song when Shafiq played it for me on our outing.
"Nobody" even had a accoustic version i got to know."

If you are very unhappy with me, and im also unhappy with you.
why not we meetup over starbucks/coffeebean, talk it out nicely/angrily/bitch-ly?
we are 16 turning 17, not 16 going on 6.
Are we gonna continue this as long as we blog?
It beats sitting beind the computer having blog fights.
annoying yknow.
Im cool with talking out face 2 face, its just you that never wanted to.
I can always head to whitesands or your workplace.
seriously, im very willing to thrash stuffs out.

2009-03-13T11:22:00.008+08:00

o.000 blindness i guess?
some people are just purely blind,
just like their Fashion sense.
Following fashion blindless-ly.
which speaks of how she use to be such a loserish copy-cunt.
(flatly denies, wooo~~~)

probably they dont understand "MAYBE early 2008 ? "
i know my fonts are small la, cannot blame if your eyes cant see.
you wear spectacles what!!!
POOR EYESIGHT RIGHT?
cant blame you.
you poor little thing.
awwww.

Just so you know, SHAFIQ is known to be the K-POP SIAOz in 408,
ask the malay girls and those who HANG AROUND HIM.
We talk about Korean shizz in class/anywhere.
Wondergirls/DBSK/SNSD/ShinHwa/se7en.
wait do you even know who are they?
HAHAHAHAHA.
DONT GO WIKIPEDIA THEM HOR.
IN your face skank, Go fugg yourself loserr.
courting trouble? i'll stamp on your tofu-brain real HARD.

You know you love me and my "oh-so- everywhere gossip girl fashion sense"
xoxo
"Gossip girl lookalike"

off to work~

2009-03-12T22:15:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 17TH MICHELLE BABeyyy!!!
My birthday card CHIO BO?
Handmade leh, very sentimental dude.

3 1/2 years as BFFs.
Been there, done loads.
enjoy every single moment.
bitching/gossips/blog wars with sluts/endless photos/heart2heart talks
thou we may be apart,
we know our hearts are still together.
Friends come and go, but we will stick forever.
When i get married, all you of you gonna be my bridesmaid.
I hope you find the right guy who will love you as much as us.
xxxx
WO AII NIIII BAOBEIIII.
AII NIII 1314.
4EVVAAAA.

I want nobody noboday but chuuuu <333

xoxo

"Friends are the siblings that God forgot to give us."

2009-03-12T22:10:00.006+08:00

Fashion this days...........
clue: You know you love me, xoxo ______

TYPICAL orchard road girls with TYPICAL(common) hairstyle.
You overrate yourself baby.
0.ooo
Time to give my Chanel Bag a little Picture time.
Oh, and my Louisvuitton Neverfull.
meowww~~~
i highly emphathise TYPICAL.
gawd, the fking same "xoxo, gossipgirl hairdo" with the bloody hairband.
can it get any wors-er?

COMM'ON BITCHEZZ, LETS HEAD DOWN TO ORCHARD ROAD ON SATURDAYS AND SUNDAYS.
WE SEE "XOXO, GOSSIP GIRL" CAST EVERYWHERE.

SO MANYYY LIKE, ANTS EVERYWHERE.
&& I want to STEP ON THEMM.
insecticide is not bad too..
vrrrrshooooooooooooooosh*****

2009-03-09T17:13:00.001+08:00

im so darn irritated,
so pissed.
dad is soo annoying.

2009-03-09T12:25:00.003+08:00

g-bianzz got me addicted to Nobody by wondergirls.
im sucha technocat,
when g-bianz told me to listen to it last time,
(last time)=Maybe Early 2008?
i didnt bothered to,
haha soo noobb.

gotta head down to tp l8r to drop my enrolment.
im sucha loser, rush everythiing yesterday.
my dad is a hussy bitch, dont even want to send me down on the way.
Raining leh, urghhhhhhhhhhhhh,

2009-03-07T00:08:00.005+08:00

eyes connect ,
chemistry flows.

you saw him twice,
should you pretend you didnt knew him;
letting him brush by your shoulders again.

Or go up and get re-connected again.

sometimes when you pass by certain moments,
you either lose it or gain it.
take the chance or drop it.

choices, courage, decision.

it all unwinds your destiny.
you cant change your fate,
but you can create your destiny.

go for it,
if you see him again.

2009-03-06T12:33:00.004+08:00

g-bianz specs remind me of one of britney's mtv

g-bianzz and me
HAHA MARCH 17TH G-BIANZZZ.
wooo~~
ok, poor resolution.
cause blogger suxxx, cause it resize images.
make it fugly.
SERIOUSLY THE PIKTURES ARE DAMN NICE ACTUALLY.
sckrewwww blogger.
ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

2009-03-05T23:19:00.003+08:00

i swear im gonna h8 h8 myself.

i feel like a pig lately. 0.ooooo
all my days of dieting have gone down the drain. literally.
went out with my g-bianz.

I LOVEEE GAY GUYS/BOYS.
IF YOU NEED FWENZZ COME FIND ME K.
I WILL LUVVVV YOU ALOT.
HAHA I CANT WAIT TO MAKE GAY DESIGNERS IN SKOOOL.

k back to topic.
g-bainz and i ate loads.
we spent $15 on food the entire afternoon.

Lunch- Hot plate rice with beef.
Snacks- Karamel Popcorn from ORANGEJULIUS (TEH SEXX I SWEARRR)
Snacks-Crepe with Vanilla Ice-cream and banana and chocolate drizzless and cream.

Dinner@ Home
Seafood noodle with alot of poultry.

Medical report was out todayyyy.
Im like 1.65m and 4_(1-4)kg.
haha guess my weight dude.

IM DAMN SADDDDDD.
OMGGG HOWWWW.
HOWWWW.
I NEED TO BE LIKE 39KG.
no, 38.

i got a secret plan,
cant share.
HAHAHA.

IN 2 WEEEKS TIME, IM GONNA DROP AT LEAST3KG.
i swear i will do it.

anyway, g-bainzz and i took obsessively tonnes of pcitures.
i <33333 G-bianzzzz
photo-phlutzzz 4evaaaaaaaa

2009-03-03T21:42:00.003+08:00

life being rather smooth, like silk.
haha wth 0.oo
i know my journal is rather bored, picture-less.
i swear after i attend my photography workshop this week,
im gonna make full use of my dslr,
like full force yo!
pretttyy pictures upp soon!

Sis and i in rather good terms this week.
inside me,
secretly i wished we always could be the bestest sistazz,
coool sis 4evaaa, share pretty clothes/shoes/bags,
i got very nice clothes and vintage bags, im damn fortunate.
my mom says i cannot use "lucky"
decorate our pretty rooms togetha.
like YAY!
so we decided to carry out " Plan Peace YOO!"
HAHA DAMN COOL RIGHT THE NAME.
pray hard it will work out,
seriously my sister is really nice at times.
:=)
well im mean and evil too,
so i just gotta change and give in.
For harmony and peace!

idk, but i feel that i have grown.
the way i think and the things i do .
The consequence of what i do/say
how would it affect or the after-effect.
its been a tiring journey.

2009-02-28T14:07:00.004+08:00

Skank - face

i did a whole lot of catching up today,
missed out on 1001 things.

wrote up new resolutions.

Gotten my weekly pay,
but im left with 100++ bucks,
spent the first 3/4 on something.

dead bored while waiting for aunt.
muvveee and popcorn l8r.
cant wait!
shooozzz.

2009-02-26T09:29:00.002+08:00

ultimate annoyance.
double talkers.
heartbreakers.
better off alone.

2009-02-23T00:32:00.003+08:00

i . need . to . move . out
when . will . it .be
????
???
??
?

i just get my dad to wired money over to my account.
i can support myself.
Job/Online Store/ Selling one-off kind handsewn dresses.
Cant, wait.
meowww

2009-02-22T18:41:00.003+08:00

i will stop partying.
i need to use time wisely to do more progressive things.
self-improvement.
self-discipline.

your words hit me so hard,
i felt i need to realised,
to work hard,
to pursue,
to focus.

2009-02-21T15:35:00.001+08:00

re-scripted.

life being pretty mundane.
work-online-sleep.
hah, seriously i got no life.
cant complain i need ka-zhinngsz.
$$$

yesterday night was very fantastically awessome.
it was a last minute decision.

SLEEPOVER AT KIKI'S PLACE.
yeeeeee--HAHHHHHHHHHHH.
we had tonnes of fun.
we should totally take a video man.
make you jealous.
0.oo

// heart 2 heart talks.
// Facebook-ed cute guys.
// Web-cam with Kamal.
// Boys talks. HAHAAHa.
// Turning her room into a make-believe Club.
// Dancing like awesome shittzz.
// Blasting hard-thumping musics.
// Choreographing steps.
// Playing Pretend on
" How to show off you Dance to guys using your bodehHHH"
( Each take turns to become a man and a woman)

we played till 4am in the morning.
Ownage man.
Hhaha, still loking for people to join the fun,
i swear you will love sleepovers with us dude!

Muviieee with the girls l8r.
kk, im xxxcited.

thats all.
Meowwww, bye!

2009-02-20T10:42:00.002+08:00

im thinking of selling off my dslr.
)):
serve no purpose to be truthfull.

#1 bulky
#2 i have gotta use ugly bags when i bring it around

i can sell if for them high, cause it supposingly Pawnzz Canon and Nikon.
haha, kill me man.
half hearted.

2009-02-20T09:16:00.001+08:00

I don't want to try now
All that's left goodbye.
Find a way that I can tell you.

2009-02-17T23:18:00.002+08:00

word of the day : Awesome.

k, explains everything that i went thru today.
&& i really mean it for today.
meowww, awesome.
:-)

2009-02-17T00:34:00.001+08:00

Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of you and me
It seems,
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too

2009-02-16T09:05:00.004+08:00

forget it and move on.
there always more to come.
just let it be part of a memory;
a reminisce.

-cswx 9.06am

2009-02-14T22:41:00.004+08:00

great things been coming up.

#1 I was given a Yves Saint Laurent Vintage Bag.
#2 Hahaha i got a Chanel Vintage bag for myself at $___, a steal yo!
#3 My Professional photographer uncle from aussie, paid entirely for my photography classes.
#4 I got a really flexible job with a great lady boss.
#5 Cleared off alot of stuff from my online store!

my clohtes been disappearing lately.
seriously, idk where have all some disappear to...
damn upset.
):

2009-02-13T11:05:00.003+08:00

nowadays, its so hard to communicate with my mom.
she's constantly being annoyingly unreasonable.
thank God, i found a job.
i need not stay at this hellhole the entire time.

im damn irritated,
very irritated now.
i feel terrible;
very.

2009-02-12T12:21:00.004+08:00

Happy Birhtday To Mommy,
Happy Birthday To Mommy,
Happy Birthday To Mommy,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!
<333 although at times mom isnt exactly that nice to me, nevertheless,
she always the one who is there supporting me through.
heart 2 heart talks with her before bedtime.
Watching Korean Dramas, going OO0ohh-AAAhhHH at Korean hunky actors.
Going shopping and chilling at starbucks(haha, my mom damn kool k!)
i love you.

2009-02-11T22:50:00.001+08:00

my teachers are sooo cuteeeeee.
especially the yellow tee one.
k, only suie knows who im refering to.
haha cuteeeeeeeeeeeee.
i swear i cant pay attention if they keep on giving us cute teachers.

2009-02-11T15:42:00.003+08:00

im very hungry now.
ive got nothing to eat.

my parents dont cook lunch nor prepare breakfast,
they dont bother going buying food to fill the kitchen cabinets up.

great,
i can be thin, thinner.
bisuits and sour plums from morning till now.

thinn-neration.

2009-02-11T13:38:00.001+08:00

Electronica genres are aweeesomeeeee.
i lurvvvv, New wave and Electronica.
wooohooo~
buhbbyeebritney and Pcd

2009-02-10T21:24:00.002+08:00

sometimes i hope someone would just sneak into my house and quietly take me away.
facing what used to be a great home,
now has turned into a hellhole

mad bitch creating endless chaos everyday, everyone.
no one is spared from her repeating immature nonsense.
she just loves to create endless trouble,
seeing everyone scream at the top of their lungs,
fighting/hitting/crying.
scene that keeps rewinding like a cassette tape everyday.

if i were to be famous,
i'll fly my entire family except her to America or what.
cutoff all connections with her.
life would be very peaceful.

daddy i miss you,
please return soon.
i hope you are safe overseas.
<333

thank God i found a job,
i would be free from all this tremor.

2009-02-09T13:28:00.004+08:00

im soo pissed.
The mad dog sister is acting up again.
i h8 h8 h8 h8 h8 her .

she should count herself lucky my dad is overseas,
or else she will be in deep sh!t if my dad knows shes behaving like a mad dog.
dad, plzzz come back sooon.
someone need to ask the mad dog to shutup.

2009-02-08T23:14:00.003+08:00

im passing everyday aimlessly.

1. I got into the course that i want, so no worries.
2. I can't wait for skool to start, cuzzz i wanna meet Gay Designers.
( but then, i scared people there too c0olxzz for me how!?!!?)

I.NEED.A.JOB.DAMN.BADLY.
im sooo broke.
and i dont wanna touch money in the bank.
i rather i got no money then i touch my savings.

on a lighter note,
I might be going to Bali.
^.^ ^.^

so i need a job.
very very badly.

WO YAO MAI
#1 ______
#2______
#3______

gotta get move my ass and find a job.
stop being a fussypok

&& YAy! Sold much stuffs for clearance.
Ka-chingzz will come in, but it wont go out.

2009-02-07T22:07:00.002+08:00

LOOK AT MY ARMS AT THE BEGINNING OR 2008, THEY ARE SOO FKING THIN.
OMFG, IM SO FAT NOW.
I GAIN ________KG
IM A FAT DINOSAUR/ELEPAHNT
SHIT, I REALLY GROWN FAT.
I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT FAST.

2009-02-04T11:26:00.005+08:00

-edited and deleted-
should stop being soo annoyingly rash in what i write.
Amen

2009-02-02T19:13:00.004+08:00

-i deleted it off-
im must not bear too much angst
forgive and forget.
Amen

2009-02-02T11:59:00.002+08:00

happpiiiieeeee birdddieeeeee.

Im in for Apparel & Fashion Design @ TP.
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!
wo hen kai xin.
HAAHAHAH, YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!
Thank God for his grace,
opening a way out in my life.
God is great!
Amen!

i might have gotten a job!
YAY!
&& i joined ______
double yay!

life pretty smooth and well for me.
Thank God for his kindness!
i love life now.
except i h8 h8 h8 how i look.
)):

2009-01-28T23:54:00.004+08:00

could it get any worst today.
Papar told me....
Motha and him might be getting a _________________.
(fill in the blanks, but definitely not a baby.)

WO BU YAOO

Papar is v.v rich, but he spends ka-ching like water.
on electronics o.0
v.v busy person, wouldnt see him 24/7

Motha no no no rich,
but she can be there 24/7
she's not the bestest mom in the world,
&& she gets very irritating and annoying.

depressed.depressed.depressed.

i feel the whole world just collasped,
like 9-11 disaster.
CHIKKKKAAABOoooom, just like that.

i need to talk to someone.
i wanna cry.
i need a listening ear now.
)):

its 12am, every1 asleep.
its not nice to bother sleepy people.

2009-01-28T23:30:00.003+08:00

i had a bad day.

1.// Quarelled with mom in the morning
2.// Skin complexion is ike shit, ate too much.
3.// Body v.v heaty= zitttzz breakouts
4.// Steamboat@home with mom's side relatives
5.//Became a instant pig overnight.
6.//Found out i got steamboat(again!) on Saturday
7.//Mom and Dad quarelled like damn bad.
8.// So bad, that i cried cause i felt a undescribable pain in my heart
9.//My haus just blacked-out , thank goodness Dad's at home.
10.// I feel my
thunder Gi-normous thighs bursting,
fats overloading,
flabby arms waving,
Tyre tummy juggling.
11.// Sums up that im damn depressingly sad.

but then suie is back tmrw, and im damn happy.
cause we planned 1001 things to do together.
Yay!!
i cant wait for the 1st and 3rd week of march.
WWWWuuuuuu yAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

i think my blogskin pawnzzz.
HAHA.

2009-01-26T19:28:00.003+08:00

you are so two-faced.
i dislike you much.
associating near you, lest i get pawned.
tsk, telling me much bout' X.
not practising what you really meant.
shoo fly darling.
im never your pawn,
eat my sh!t biatch.

Added*
this is sooo sweeet.
Guy looking for a girl he saw.
Love at first sight i guess.
awwwwww

Click here if you know her

2009-01-26T18:33:00.004+08:00

over and done with it.

KB and i are bestfrenz nowww.
frenz 4evaaa KB <33
we felt that the feeling was not there yet.
maybe in the future.
unless he likes anotha girl la.
&& i feel lonely now.
wtfff++++ HAHAHAHHAAH

im done with visiting.
igot very pathetically few relatives.
thats why my angbao very little.

feel like puking up all the snacks i ate.
I owned man.
literally.
Ate
4 big piece of fish and chippys
15 love letters.
10 sugi cookies.
25 prawn rolls
20 pineapple tarts.
5 ferraro rochee (idk, how to spell!)
Half a bottle of fried prawn crackers.
))):
after breakup's bringeing habits.
HAHA wtffff, im not sad la.

THE FOOD SEEMS TO BE TALKING YKNOW.
LIKE

: EATTTT MEEE, EAAATTT MEEE, IM DELICIOUSSLLYY YUMMMM YUMMMM

telll me how to resist?

Found this bad fact bout' myself.
veryveyr bad.
sooo veryvery bad
i h88888 myself for being so ________
totally disgusted by that point.
should change that point, and not do that anymoree.

V.vv.v.v. Happiiiieeeeeee
cause i made loads of friendzz this year and last december holiday.

Knew a girl,
everything she likes= exactly like me.
i likeee her very much as a friend.
we got like 1001 things in common.
she's really sweeettt and prettty and thinn.
we swoonnn together at _________
going like

" OMGGGG, YOU LIKE HIM TOOOOO?!!!! SHIT!! ME TOOO"
"OMGGGG, YOU WANNA GO _______ TOOOO?!!!"
"YESSSSS, I WATCHED THAT SHOW TOOO, VERY AWEESSOMEEE"
"AHHH, HE IS SOOO CUTEEEEE"
like little girls.

we made secret promises,
&& i'll wait for her for 2years.
HAHAH i sound so lesbo,
but no 2years for something**
NO IM NOT LESBIAN.
I LIKE GUYS ONLY,
except that i find some bung/k(wadeva its spelled) damn cute.

im gonna read my magazine now.
and look at cute.guy.with.sezzzxy.tousled.hair again.
instant.eractically.heartbeat.whenever.i.see._____.again.
im soo sick in the head.

2009-01-22T23:04:00.004+08:00

im very very exhausted.
runing around everyday.
list of things to do.
he feels sad that he cant help me.
whutever it is.

i want to sleep till i feel like waking up....

#1 See a Specialist ( cause i cant make babies. HAHA KIDDING! im not CHEAPP OK.)
#2 Join ______
#3 Find a awesome cool job
#4 Holiday with my Aunt Yvonne<333
#5 Bring in ultra fab clothes

ok bye.
i got my blog song, and im damn happy.
i keep repeating and repeating.
i played it 55 times today.
my "playeur" keeps track

2009-01-21T21:40:00.005+08:00

you gotta be nice when you need a favour.

im not gonna be some girl whereby i start off with,
: i miss baby/honney/boy soo much.
boy, do you know how much i miss you
wtf, purely dumb-ness man.

seriously i cant stand girls who behave like this.
like your world revolves around your guy.
hello, get a life?
he will leave you one day.
its not as if its like cinderalla or snow white.

Hah, yeaaaaaa
: We will hold hands and live happily ever after.
And i will love you forever.
We will see the sunrise and set together 4evaaa and evaa.
awwwwwww, in your dreams babey.

anyway just treat relationship like a fling,
part and parcel of life.
me and KB know that everything will end one day,
we just keep it simple and spent much together.
thou much love is placed,
it will all end and fade.
i dont expect long relationships,
because i know, you know
you will get tired of the same face.
that's why the rate of couples divorcing is increasing.

BBut i still believe that everyone is destined to meet the Perfect Guy one day,
its whether you hold on to chances.
Sometimes you really know he's the one you been wanting to hold on all your life.

Its not just a momentum thought,
something that keeps on repeating in you.

You know;
you see your life spent with him all your life.
Everywhere;
In his eyes, In your mind.

You know the real time spent together,
purely true love.
How you want to turn back time, just to spent that moment once again with Him.
Sacrifices you are willing to make.

Once you let go,
you miss Perfect Guy aka Truely.Happily.Ever.After Soul mate for the rest of your life.

The one you can face for 10 years, and he is still hot/charming/aweesome to you.
You never get tired/sick of him.

All your life, all your days.
Truely,
Till death do us part

WORST PART.
To me when the girl or guy cheats.
it is plain CHHHEEEEEAAAPPPPPPPPP.
I love you, tell me about it dude.

it shows the love is not strong enough.
That the guy/girl cheats.
Imagine while you are out with your guy,
he is actually thinking about another girl.
Talk about his body is here with you,
soul is gone with the other girl.

i watch too much love dramas.
deeply engrossed,
too much fantasizing.

i.need.to.start.a.Project.Makeover.101.
i want to look like girls from ______.
(note, its a country)
The girls are damn aweesome.
ok maybe look like them 1/10 or 2/10.

KB i dont love you.
ok la, dont be sad.
HAHA

2009-01-20T14:07:00.004+08:00

me and awesome girlzz gonna hold a private house party.
@ a gigantic bungalow.
HAHAHA. PAWNERRR.
only invited guests 0.o

Boooze/Awesome Food/Super Deejay.

Damn xcitedx like very!!
there's a pool too.
YAY!

im very nonchalant towards everything,
i just live my life as the day passes.
party as much as i wish.
well i can never relive these years when im 30.

say WOOOOOHHAAAAA TO AWESSOME HAUUSE PARTY .

ok im going to bathe and meet xlover.

oi need to write this before i go.

KB. i. <3. you.much.
dont.be.so.cute.
i. cant.hold.my.breathe.

2009-01-14T20:51:00.002+08:00

omg, he teh sexxxx.
he is like omg soo cuteeee.
i.can.literally.die.
like.omg.
i.want.to.go.korea.

2009-01-13T12:45:00.003+08:00

Well if some slutz think that im like fucking dampened over my results,
hello there hell no.
At least i got 2 As whut!!

i knew that i was never clever,
so i dont exactly expect much.
As long i know i did my part in practising Maths and Science,
it doesnt matter how it turns out.
Opitmistic you know.

My parents soo rich,
HAHA SO I CAN GO NAFA OR WHUTEVA.
ok, i should stop acting like a bratzz here.

any0how, congrats to Michelle.
She's the ultimate winner among the 4 of us.
OWNAGE FOR MICHELLE.
She gotten like 10 points for l1r4
&& 13 points for l1r5
HAHA, ULTIMATE OWNAGE.
like in the end Michelle OWNS.
like instant Ownage/Pawner

Ok bitch, you done us proud.

my life still resumes to per normal,
nothing changes.

i still cant get over my Art results.
seeebyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

im happy cause i brought in new stocks,
and my aunt just gave me a 100 buxxs.
i got new clothes.

HAHA, AIYAH LIFE DOESNT REVOLVES AROUND RESULTS LA.
dont be sad if you dont do well,
pursue your passion and make a name outta it.
Olevels doesnt determine your future,
its how you carve your path out.
i know my ambitions and what i wanna do.

suie's crib is the best place to chill yo,
i can hangout there like forever.

2009-01-12T21:16:00.003+08:00

results are like shit as usual.
but as expected,
i sucked in maths and science.
i cant complain much.
but very very much better than prelims.
im in a middle of nowhere.
good enough to get in a poly courses.

oh, so you wanna know,
I FAILED ART.
yes literally.
and i didnt just submit any fucking shit up.

I KNEW I DID LIKE DAMN GREAT FOR MY ART,
YES IM BEING LIKE FUCKING PROUD of my ART PIECE.
I FUCKING SPENT QUALITY TIME/EFFORT/RESEARCH/ENITRELY EVERYTHING.
I DONT UNDERSTAND HOW CAN I GET A GRADE COMPARABLE TO
PEOPLE WHO SUBMITTED SHIT UP.

but then i failed.
Ms Julie Tay was damn shocked, like why did i failed.
She was confident i could get a B3
im damn upset.
D7.
heaven's playing a joke on my life.
like seriously

and if you saw me crying,
its because of my art,
seriously im damn pissed,
like torned.

2009-01-07T21:45:00.002+08:00

im.very.nervous.now
literally.my.heart.is.in.my.mouth

O.level.results.will.be.out.on
12TH JANUARY
Next Monday @ 2.00pm

Release of 2008 GCE O-Level Examination Results and 2009 Admission Exercises for Junior Colleges, Polytechnics and Institute of Technical Education

1 The results of the 2008 Singapore-Cambridge General Certificate of Education Ordinary Level (GCE O-Level) Examination will be released on Monday, 12 January 2009.

2 School candidates may collect their results from their schools at 2:00 pm on 12 January 2009. Private candidates will be informed of their results by post. They may also access their results through the Singapore Examinations and Assessment Board website from 2:00 pm on 12 January 2009.

credits : Ministry Of Education Singapore

how to sleep tonight?
i never even felt like this when i was taking my PSLE results.
it feels like a fairytale/nightmare is starting.

2009-01-06T22:53:00.023+08:00

bye im off to sleep.
going to the pasar tomorrow at 7am.
WAN AN.
(goodnitee)

2009-01-03T06:22:00.001+08:00

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2009-01-03T06:02:00.004+08:00

HOOOLLLLAAA.

life been exceptionally lined up.
ok,iam lying 40%.
noooo but im really busy.
seriously.

Good news,
I GOT A DSLR BABY.
HAHAHA.
ME= Frikin OWNAGE.
i pawned a certain slut.
OWNAGE BIATCH.

i did not put up any resolution,
action speaks louder than words.
i rather prove, than empty birdtalks.

made loads of frenz, lost some too.
well, who cares?
it doesnt bother anymore.

well, suie is at my house now.
Sleepover YAY!
we have been watching Korean and Japanese Love Drama-mama Movies.
fantasing about weddings.
&& Dean Fujioka.

DEAN FUJIOKA IS THE SEXX ON THE EARTH.
I WOULD DO HIM MAN.
LIKE OMG, I KNOW ITS SOO CHEAP.
BUT OMG HE IS JUST SO SEXXY AND HUSKY.
suie is fantasing too.
HAHAHAHAHA.
DEAN FUJIOKA IS TEHHH SEXXXXXXX.

i wanna upload piks from my trip.
then, uploading 400++ is a chore.
):

Howl@ the moon was pweeettty auuueeesome.
100% cute boys,
no they dont grind yo.
perfect normal kids.

time passes so fast,
me= turning 17 soon.
facing 2009is not great.
i wish i could be forever 16.

o level results are gonna be released soon.
everyone's betting on dates.
11/ 12/ 15/19/21
machiam, 4D TOTO.

i know what i want.
i hope Jesus heard my christmas wish.
well, i need my results to be fantastic.
i will/not cry when my results are out.
but Art i need to score __
i put in 30% efforts.
70% belongs to God's grace and giving me ideas.

ive been a really bad christian.
like my vulgar-spewed mouth(not exactly) and evil mind.
i need to change.
CHANGE.
think Obama.
Need to pray and repent.
&& fillial to my folks.
more devoted to God, and head back to Hearts On Fire on Fridays.
Because of His grace in my life,
& His ever-loving kindness and forgiving heart towards a sinner like me.

Hopefully 2009 would be smooth journey for me.

loads of luvv

xxxx
charis.soh.wei.xin

2008-12-28T20:13:00.001+08:00

currently loving this song.
definitely hooked on it like everyday and night.
the last part is amazing!
quite a old song by janet jackson,
but its super lovey dovey!
the song makes me feels like im deeply love.
hope you like it too.

xxx

Back on the road again
Feeling kinda lonely
And looking for the right guy
To be mine

Friends say I'm crazy 'cause
Easily I fall in love
You gotta do it different, J
This time

Maybe we'll meet at a bar
He'll drive a funky car
Maybe we'll meet at a club
In fall so deeply in love
He'll tell me I'm the one
And we'll have so much fun
I'll be the girl of his dreams maybe

Alright maybe gonna find him today
I gotta get someone to call my lover
Yeah baby come on
Alright baby come in
Pass my way
I gotta get someone to call me love
Yeah baby come on

I E YI
I E YI
I E YI
I E YI

I spoil them when I'm in love
Given them what they dream of
Sometimes it's not a good thing
But I'm blind

I love hard with everything
Giving my all
More than they
I'll take my friend's advice this time
I'll do it differently

Maybe we'll meet at a bar
He'll drive a funky car
Maybe we'll meet at a club
In fall so deeply in love
He'll tell me I'm the one
And we'll have so much fun
I'll be the girl of his dreams maybe

Alright maybe gonna find him today
I gotta get someone to call my lover
Yeah baby come on
Alright baby come in
Pass my way
I gotta get someone to call me love
Yeah baby come on

I E YI
I E YI
I E YI
I E YI

My, my
Looking for a guy, guy
I don't want him too shy
But he's gotta have the qualities
That I like in a man
Strong, smart, affectionate
He's gotta be all for me
And I'll be too
You see happily

Maybe we'll meet at a bar
He'll drive a funky car
Maybe we'll meet at a club
In fall so deeply in love
He'll tell me I'm the one
And we'll have so much fun
I'll be the girl of his dreams maybe

Alright maybe gonna find him today (2x)
I gotta get someone to call my lover
Yeah baby come on
Alright baby come in
Pass my way
I gotta get someone to call my lover
Yeah baby come on

I E YI
I E YI
I E YI

Maybe we'll meet in a bar
He'll drive a funky car
Maybe we'll meet in a club
In fall so deeply in love
He'll tell me I'm the one
I'll be the girl of his dreams maybe

Alright maybe gonna find him today
I gotta get someone to call my lover
Yeah baby come on
Alright baby come in
Pass my way
I gotta get someone to call my lover
Yeah baby come on

2008-12-28T19:25:00.002+08:00

its because you changed,
and i care, i loved.
you didnt lose them.
you lost me.

you can fly high;
just dont drop high.

2008-12-27T01:06:00.005+08:00

+ +// applied for a job at CHANEL.
idk whats the outcome.
but FFFuuu-youu if i got the job.
i get to gazed at Chanel 2.55 everyday
please Lord i pray to you.
xxx

+ +// mom being telling me i look very sad.
yes im sad. im bothered, very
but then im getting lurva soon.

should be h.a.p.p.y
after returning back to sg, skin went crazy.
cuzz back there, weather was cold like 16-18 degrees.
i had chapp lipps and dry skin.
im back now, and my skin went into cycle 2.

+ + // i.need.to.be.thin.and.stop.whining.away.
im fat and i should do something about it.
not whine and whine.

+ +// On a second note my brotha got me into Habbo again.

my fringe v.v long now,
reaching my shoulder soon like 4cm more.

I must have Hope and Faith in the Lord.
I need to be a better person.
Sister/Friend/Daughter/
Thou shall not hate anymore.
Thou shall forgive and forget.
Im starting to forgive people,
&& speaking less vulgar.
i type, but i dont speak.
Yay!

+ +// my mom is afraid that i dont have a boyfriend.
she thinks im lesbian because i like looking at girls instead.
she wants me to settle down and get married and have kids
(HAHA, im uttering rubbish for the 3rd one, 1st and 2nd is totally true)

its 1.16pm,
i have my fair share of reading fashion blogs and saving pikks and bloghopping.
i need to pee now and tuck myself to bed

+ +// lastly i need to take picture for my new collection
&& cant wait to collect lurvaa

2008-12-26T16:48:00.003+08:00

i really want to talk to xxxewe.
like fucking wake xxxxewr up.
after what yyyyyy told me,
well everyone knows xxxwer change.
like some fucking "im popular" bitch.

sorry miss "popular" im not in a second of being anywhere near you,
or anywhere jealous bout you.
i dont like the way you lead your stupid/immature life.

i fucking hope you read my blog today,
and fucking know im refering to you.
everyone's unhappy with how you behave.
your thinking is still so naive as before.

I HOPE YOU FUCKING CALL ME UP TODAY ON MY HANDPHONE,

AND THRASH EVERYTHING UP.

seriously at the end of the thrashing if you think how you live your
"oh my goodness so glamourous, i need to know more cool people" life.
i'll just say.
Go on and live your fucking screwed up life.
i can say,
I will get outta your life forever.

FYI to You: Dressing like people near you is totally fashion blindness.
Its so obvious who are you trying to get fashion looks from.
Who you trying to dress like after (0.0 0.o o.o 0.o) and (o.o 0.o o.o o.o)
Duh at the least, im not fashion blind.
I dont copy what others wear.
: Rolls eyes.

2008-12-23T20:36:00.002+08:00

realised i got soo much angst within me.
feel like breaking down and scream my lungs out.
need.someone.to.talk.to.
seems.like.no.one.is.there.
cant.depend.on.anyone.anymore

life is never a bed of roses.
it was a bed of roses with thorns.

it feels so empty within me.
like something was missing.
no, not love deprive.
feels like part of me which was with me for so long was gone.
the emptiness, the individuality.
lost in my own imagination.

2008-12-23T20:24:00.001+08:00

anyway christmas came especially great for me.
always nice and shopalcoholic aunt bought me a
Gucci purse.
i think i should sell it and use the money to support my fund for xxxxx

2008-12-23T20:16:00.002+08:00

back.
vvv reluctantly.
i guess i broke record, i spent $1___SGD
awesome.

well, got 500 plus photos and loads of things.
got some christmas presents,
chose to skip certain people.
&& contemplating whether to remove even more after
XXXXX told me about how YYYYYYYY felt about me.
over skank.

probably im the only loner this christmas.
but let me tell you,
even if i have no money, no friends, no mom and dad,
i still have myself.
self independence and reliance.

i felt like a bird during the trip.
freedom from people,
from phone calls,
from communications.

2008-12-17T07:05:00.001+08:00

Bye i wont be back.
Gone.For.A.Period.
Memories erased;
new beginning after im back.
7.06AM now
Off in 2 hours.
take care lovelies.

xxx

2008-12-16T15:51:00.002+08:00

i will be gone,
you wont see me anymore.
away and disappearing to
[_._._._._._._._]
not happy nor excited.
although much envies.
because deep in my heart that's were i never want to be.
200%(if there ever is) of me wants to be sent to
[_._._.]
yet so near, dreamt too far.
im very unhappy.
very pissed.
too angry to explained how deeply my anger burns within.
its just about me.
probably i wont even be in time for christmas.
it will just be me alone on christmas, with log cake and christmas carols.
le sighs.
whatever it will be........

xxx
enjoy

2008-12-16T13:17:00.001+08:00

when i leave,
i choose to shut up and move on.
no more dragging and memories.
thats.it.period.

2008-12-16T13:03:00.002+08:00

well who would be soo dumb to take the entire codes and use on her her own blog.
whatmore in the first place can you even obtain it?

FYI, its not just the golden mile.
there are loads more darhlingg.
do you want me to dig everything up and
spell it out at your face?

i dont pinpoint or accuse any mary/jane/sarah .
i have hard evidence biatch.

Just so you know,
we are not some coward hiding behind the computer bitching away.
We did want to settle down and confront.
TWICE we asked i should say.
We did told you.
You, Michelle and Me.
To celar things up Face to face,
well dear you didnt want want to.
Instead your dear friends to called our handphones and settle matters.
wooo~ it doesnt bother them, so why not YOU?
so where did you went to?
Into hiding?
Too ashamed to faced us or you didnt had the face to?
Come On if you know your conscience is clear,
you could have face us since you know you "did not wrong"

well darhlinggg what you done is for you to know,
not for us to find out.
Continue your life is self delusion.
All the best.
May you find enlightenement.

Loads of Lovexxxxxx darhlling.
SEE ya next January.

You know you hate me
xoxo
CSWX

2008-12-10T11:44:00.004+08:00

le sighs.
up at 7am, strangely i have this automobile alarm-clock.
i can barely sleep after 9am.
well when you die, you can sleep 4eva and eva and evaaaa

i actually turned down a job offer to work for
calvin klein perfumes.
im too lazy, plus i need a rest after working non-stop last week.
im not hard-up on cash too.
just scrimping and saving for some stuffx.
&& im gone soon.
in _______ times.

sudden urge that i need space.
between people and myself.
sadly i still dont understand the purpose driven life.
sometimes i see too much complications,
too deep to understand.
people change, enviroment change.
when my enviroment change, i hope to find better people.
i prefer to get lost in my own world,
then hang around people who "creates" the world.
i feel that i have drift.
i have become more matures in the things i do/say/think.
i learn that everything you say makes at important decision in your life.
it defines the outcome and consequences.

iam not happy to be myself.
because i have tonnes of insecurites.
i hate how i look like, how fat im, how fugly im.
yes, i would wanan do plastic surgery if i got the ka-ching and if i get approval.
Come on' Korean singers/stars are plastic people too.
we live life once, why not?
Barbie is plastic, but she is fantastic.
how we as little kids go like,
" mommy, barbie is so pweety. i look like barbie"
barbie has the prettiest clothes/shoes/hairs(not until our itchy fingers chopped them off)

seriously if i was even 1/3 as gorgeous as her,
i would be damn contented.
she's just so dropdeadgorgeous.
omgh i lovee her loads.

She just turns heads on the street, like darn so gorgeous.

If she were my sister , i would be so damndamn proud of her.

i will lend her all my clothes/ shoes/lv/make-ups

well then to some pirated sluts, dont ever try or mimick to be like her.

you look more like a tranny/loser.

probably "dawnyang wannabe someone"

well, it spells F-A-I-L-U-R-E

sadly.

you know who you are, screwed up Rat.

i hate the fact my friends keep going away.
i hate the fact that it just doesnt seems to go my way.
le sighs.
probably after im gone in ____________.
probably wake up and start on a new regime
and PLAN "_______"
well i'll see you schoolmates soon on January 15th or 9th.

till then.

Copycat kiss the rat.

2008-12-09T20:14:00.008+08:00

well hello there darhhhllings.
live pretty boring,
not untill bestfriend told me SOMETHING interesting.
woo~

looks like Little Miss Pirated aka CopyRat still has not changed.
Like a saying " Leopard never changes its spots"
so what is she up to now?

well oh darhlingssss,
this is what my bestfriend Michelle put on her blog.

front note

"We live in deeds, not years: In thoughts not breaths; In feelings, not in figures on a dial. We should count time by heart throbs. He most lives Who thinks most, feels the noblest, acts the best."

-David Bailey

well you can check it out at her blog, she put it Right on the TOP darhhhllings.
I can say she's the first,
or else Bestfriend wouldnt go around pointing wrong fingers.

&& life for Bestfriend Michelle goes on......
till one fine day.
Bestfriend Michelle realised Little Miss Pirated aka CopyRat
Put On an exact similar "Note to self" (suddenly you know, like magic it appeared!)
Little Miss Copyrat felt enlightened and wise suddenly,
&& decided to put some wise quotes
well darhlling i think you should take it down,
it seems like its not helping you at all you know.
well if you wanna know what she has written on "note to self"
go visit her blog darhllings.
I pretty much guess you know who am i bitching about openly,
since she's rather famous in my blog (Oh mind you! For the wrong things i meant)
:-)
woooo~ && she placed RIGHT ON THE TOP, same as where bestfriend Michelle placed hers.

&& if Little Miss Copyrat goes like
"I dont even read her blog anymore, how do i copy her"
"Do you think i bothered to read her blog"

hello, its 21st century darhllinggggg
You are a nuffnang subscriber arent you?
Just so to let you know,
When a Nuffnanger visits another Nuffnanger's blog,
it is shown when the owner of the blog checks the commuity visitors.
Well, your account appears (with that name, who doesnt recognises?)
oh so you meant your siblings used your account to visits Michelle's blog?
HAHAHAHA
or even your mom read's Michelle's Blog?
rofl lmaoozzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Once bitten twice shy.
Looks like Little Miss Copyrat's Habit is here to stay.
Self-delusion/Lack of originality,
who can she blame?
tsktsk, Darhling i advise you to try harder next time.
When you wanna copy, never get caught.
All the denying is useless, when you have a history of hardcore copying.
Come On' its not that hard being yourself.
Is It?

Before you try to play princess, checkout the size of the opponent's tiara.
YOU ARE SOO OVER BIATCH, YOU MESS WITH THE WRONG PERSON.

Me: Scowls at you screwed-up loser.

You Know You Hate Me
xoxo
CSWX

"O00000 i totally loveeee you sooo much darhlingggg, muakssss"

2008-12-08T12:34:00.003+08:00

sighs, seems like everyone is a
pathetic S-O-C-I-A-L C.L.I.M.B.E.R

definition(my own)

:People wannabes, trying hard to mix with a large group of people from different popularity
to help them gain status in the scene.
Trying hard to know people from the higher staus, who can boost them in the scene.
in other words, trying hard to be famous in the easy way.

sorry but im not into this kind of sh!t.
sadly now i kind of realised
_ _ _ _ _ _ and _ _ _ _ _ _ _
are behaving like social climbers.
they are very close to me.
i dont understand why.
cant we just be noramdic and hang out with noraml people?

seriously if you are gonna continue you pathetic "plan"
lemme tell you what

" CALL ME WHEN YOU STOP BEING A SOCIAL CLIMBER"
irritating/annoying/disgusted
dont even say im jealous, because if i wanted to i can ALWAYS start on it.
its whether i choose to or not.

&& yeah i club,
but then i only mixx with with own friendz.
i dont go about like

"heya wassup baby, NICE TO MEET YOU DARHLINNGGG"
"OMGOMGOmg HI HI HI THERE"

i swear im not gonna talk to the 2 above mentioned social climbers.
seriously, you know who you are.
dont even ring me up to ask me whether its you.
hello, FLASHBACK to your actions.
it rings a bell darling.

so now, im gonna start a journey of learning and cultivating how to be alone.
&& being more independent then ever.

There's a saying, people do change.
i would say
: Yeah people change because they wanna be famous or rich,
when you are poor/noramadic who bothers to changes?

2008-12-05T23:09:00.003+08:00

December 1st party@Zouk.
Post birthday party, HAHA.
Photographer of the day, Carmen.
Thanks to her, got to know 3 new friends!
and this group of girls i met on the dancefloor.
not bad, and sh!t i didnt ask for their numbers.
):
NUFFNANG I LOVE YOU<33333
I got another advertisment!
HAHA, I LVOE YOU ADVERTISERS TOO.

ME: SENDS FLYING KIZZZES TO YOU!

ICE-CREAM ANYONE?!

signature

camera-estatic

Post-drunk

2008-12-03T21:23:00.000+08:00

HAHA,
BRITNEY SPEARS HAS THE SAME BIRTHDAY AS ME.
wooooo~~~

2008-12-02T14:55:00.001+08:00

i.need.to.be.thin.
like.nicole.richie.thin.
or.victoria.beckam.thin.

2008-12-02T10:51:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday To MEEE
Happy Birthday To MEEE
Happy Birthday To MEEEEEEEEE
Happy Birthday To ME.

HiHiHi, I finally turned 16.
Thanks for all 20 messages and 5 phones calls by all who remembered my birthday and wished me.
Legally NOW,
i can
// Watch Nc16 movies, YAY!
// Enter underage party with my OWN ID
// A little more Freedom

Time passes so fast.....
Before i knew, i am already 16.
To think i was still a young naive 12 year old kid when i entered Eastview.
Thank goodnesses i wasnt an ahlian.
But iam veryvery glad i made loads of good friends.
&& also thanks alot for those who betrayed/backstabbed me,
you made me grow and blend into the enviroment,
taught me how to deal with people like you.
Those who imitated/copied/pirated things from me, thank-you too.
it shows how good iam.
Last and not least.
I would like to thank

-Carmen
-Michelle
-Suie

thanks for everything, love, care, concern.
PLASTICS 4EVAAAAAAA YO.
BEST FRIEND FOREVER!!!

&& manymany other more which i didnt mention.
i'll tell you privately:)

I wished I wished that i will have a brighter future ahead,
getting 13 points for O'levels,
Able to pursue my dream as a world renowed Fashion Designer.
Being blessed in every needs of my life.

update more l8r,
i still got loadzzz to say.

2008-11-30T21:24:00.003+08:00

NOKIA I LUVVV YOU LOADZZZ.
NOKIA JUST GAVE ME ANADVERTISMENT ON NUFFNANG!
IM EARNING $_____
:-)
EEE-HAH.
my 7 day event job is wayyyy coooler than any jobs.
i just need to pauuu Coffee and do simple gift-wrapping.
best part is CELEBRITY SIGHTINGS.

- Annabelle Francis
-Hossan Leong
-98.7 DJ Rosalyn
-Chen Han Wei

so who's next?
0.o

pay is average, but is damn relaxing.
i dont need to do anything.
HAHA.
plus THERE'S A MODEL WORKING THERE.
supposingly she's a spa therapist hired to work during the event.
and she is a caucasian.
French or Russian.
SHE HAS THIS LONG, SILKY, SOFT, RULER -STRAIGHT GOLD-BLONDE HAIR.
AND SHE'S TALLL LIKE WOOAAH.
whenever she ask me to get her a cup of Italian water,
she's sooo sweeet.
her voice is soooo sweet and french-accent.
I TOTALLY OBSESSED WITH HER.
she's like an angel,
omgomg when she smiles, its DROP DEAD GORGEOUS.
seriously.

Turning 16 in 1 and a half days time.
its sweet, but getting older suxxxxxx

2008-11-27T23:08:00.006+08:00

HAHA, IM WORKING AS COFFEE GIRL/GIFT WRAPPER@ROBINSONS RAFFLES CITY TMRW.
WANT ME TO PAOO expresso, latte, coffee for you,
HAHA COME DOWN AND SAY HIIII TO ME.

Watching project runway with my mommy
I SAW VICTORIA BECKAM!!!
OMGOMGOMG, I TOTALLY LOVE HER NOW.
LIKE WHEN SHE GAVE THAT SMILE.
SHE'S SO CLASSY, ELEGANT SUPERTASTIC.
SKINNY, STYLISH
VICTORIA BECKAM YO!

WHO WANNA WATCH WILDCHILD WITH ME??
im free after December 4th!

2008-11-27T20:55:00.004+08:00

25th November@St James.
one word, suxxx like sh!t.
Deejay Suxx, people were gross.
except girlzzz attending that night were HOT, VERY VERY HOT.
Guys were veryvery gross/pukist.
Filled with bloody cow ChaoAhbengs and Mats.
Guys trying to get free M______(rhymes with your parents room)
to turn their D_____(4 letter word) ON.
It rained after that which make me superpissed.
I love how spastic i looked in all piks,
my trademark i guessed.
:-)
should i go zouk?
cuter guys pleasee witha cherry on top
:-)
Project runway Finale, YO!

superlovaz

2008-11-23T00:30:00.002+08:00

"Mom if i did plastic surgery would i be as gorgeous as her?"
mom: "yeah, but you will be a prettier version"
(inside joke HAHA)

excess surgery yo!

on a last note,
a certain (_______)who try to be someone they are not are pretty pukist(derived from puke).
BE DIFFERENT YO!
in the end you end up looking like a
Trying Hard W-A-N-N-A-B-E.
&& eww, i think ribbons/bows on head are stupid.
you wont ever catch me.
except a pretty little headband with a tiny little bow.
:0000

2008-11-22T21:42:00.005+08:00

the sweetest dream i ever had in my life.
last night,
i wished i slept forever and continued living in dreams.
somehow a fairytale make belief.

i was soo truely, deeply in love.
so deep the feeling was uncomprehend.
the guy was someone i didnt knew.
tall/indie/cool/v.v Rich/cute/great dresser

he was loving/caring,
treated me like his little baby.
a part of him.

strangely, we lived in this V.V BIG MANSION.
damn huge i swear.
strangely, there was carmen and her boyfriend, some other girls and their boyfriends.
we were all like bestest friends/couples living together happily.

Scenrio 1

me and dreamguy frolicked on beaches,
then i fell, i couldnt walk.
he piggyback me back to the mansion.
he told me to rest on his back while he carried me back.
he said
" how i wished i could carry you forever like this and never let you go"

scenerio 2

me and dreamguy quarelled.
i was crying and crying,
he came over to my room, but i refused to open the door.
then idk why the door opened?
he came over and hug me.
while my head was on his chest,
i looked up to him and said
(idk why i said this)
"i thought you didnt love me anymore"

he replied
"Silly girl, i always love you from now till forever"

he took his hand and wiped my tears.
brushed my forehead and kissed me.
and whispered,
" you will always be my baby"

and then my handpohone rang.
i woke up
(my handphone alarm la)
SPOILER SEH.
TSKTSKTSK
): ):

but when i woke up, i felt this special feeling.
like i was sooo deep into love.
the feeling was indescribable,
so special, warm and cozy.

probably i should find a boyfriend to re-enact the feeling again.

PLEASE LET ME DREAM OF DREAMGUY AND ME AGAIN!

2008-11-20T09:42:00.004+08:00

Yo!
life's been a hectic,
lonesome train trips,
meeting gorgeous people.

I totally love my job.
like dig it.
ok, im lying.
i h888 it like 30%, cause it gets alittle boring.
but i love it 70% cause i meet all sort of people.

I saw
-Kaykay(xiaxue's bestf)
-Supermodels(f! damn dropdeadgorgeous i swear i swear!)
-veryvery pretty normal human beings
-girl who did plastic surgery and look somehow like dawnyang
-my online muses!

my job is fantastic!
pay isnt as high as you will expect.
but its whether i enjoy it.

gotta do some stuffs.
bye!
turning 16 isnt really nice,
i just get older.
):

on a last note.
Happy 13th birthday Soh Wei Yang.
i hope you grow taller and get hunky very year.
HAAH
MAKE YOUR SISTAZ PROUD YO!
loads or lurvvvv
<3333
he probably wont even visit my journal.
my its the thought that counts.
10years from now i'll show him my journal.

2008-11-15T00:43:00.005+08:00

i know its 12.43am.
supposed to be sleeping, i got worklater on.
which means i cant celebrate birthday with my bestfriend carmen.
anyway

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CARMEN.

Sweet 16th i meant!
Offically enter underage paries at Zouk,
&& hit up some hot-ass
watch NC-16 movies openly.
Start of a small journey of Freedom.
Many much beautiful memories ahead!
Hot guys/Chanel2.55/VIPs shows/Front Row/Hot chicks.
who knows, you might turn lesbian one day!
but i will still love you as much!
tonnes of quarrels and heart2heart talks.
in the end, its still us that end up.
its the time of the year whereby all of us split and drift.
i cant predict for now, but i will still remember you!
probably we will meetup 10years from now!
All with kids and a family.
reminscing good o'l times.
2 years ago, you were still a sputnik chao ahlianzzzz.
Now, some hot chick.
Enjoy as much as you can!
Live your birthday to the fullest,
dance the night away.
follow your heart and live your dreams.
find someone who sincerely loves you just as much as i do.
sorry i cant be there!):
looking forward to PARTY WITH YOU soon!!
I HAD THE BESTEEST 2 YEARS OF SKOOL WITH YOU!
Bestest FRENZZ 4EVAAA

loads of lurvvvs.
I hope you see this!

2008-11-14T11:51:00.000+08:00

Hello there!
Life's pretty busy for me.
loads and loads of stuff to do.
im half broke already.
:-(
thank-QQQ

anyOhow,
went out with Jiahui after sooo looong!!
scour around singapore/ahpek places/long marathon walks/heart2heart talks.
we pawn-ed!!!

XXXX loser,
WHEN IM FKIN FAMOUS,
IaM GONNA SNUBB YOUR FKIN FACE.
you appear so nice, cool-boo person towards me.
telling me blahblahblah is like this, blahablah like that.
oh, so you fkin bitch about me like a Pasar Auntie.
woh, XIE XIE NI AH!
since you wanna play,
i'll be your v.v nicest guest.
i know your dirty little secret lozzzer.
cheap.
: rolls eyes at you SKANK

since i had much time in the morning,
did some editing to my blogskin.

off to do some stuffs.
bye!!!

honey&bees
sohweixin

2008-11-13T11:10:00.000+08:00

Got this from my friend's ljay.
OMG,
CHECK OUT THE CORRECT ANSWER FOR
OLEVELS E MATHS P2.
CONFIRM CORRECT.
SH!T IM DAMN SCARED ):

CLICK HERE FOR LINK TO OLEVELS EMATHS PAPER 2 SOLTUION

2008-11-11T12:51:00.000+08:00

OLEVELS ARE OVER.
AMEN.

NO MORE MAJOR EXAMS.

NO MORE LATE-NIGHT STUDYING.

NO MORE ANXIETY TO RECEIVE RESULTS.

NO MORE WAKING UP AT 6AM IN THE MORNING.

NO MORE HOMEWORKS.

NO MORE FACING SCRAWNY SLUTZ IN SCHOOL.

NO MORE CANTEEN FOOD TO EAT.

NO MORE LO0000ONG MORNING TALKS BY MR.EE

NO MORE RUSHING DOWN TO CATCH BUS 38.

NO MORE WEARING SCHOOL UNIFORMS.

xie xie ni dong jing zhong xue,
rang wo liu xia how duo how duo mei li de hui yi.
wo ai wo de xue xiao.
:000

im out l8r.
alone.

but it feels good.
weather is cold, rainy, misty.
like Paris,
like Newyork.
snuggling on the sofa with your luurvv,
drinking hot chocolate,
talking bout' love.
future kidzzz,
how you would spend life together....

10 years from now,
i will be romantically in love.
so deep, you'll never comprehend.

i will be gone soon,
with the world.
back soon kicking with a new place.
tata,
WO HEN AI HEN AI HEN AI HEN AI NI MEN.
XIE XIE.

loads of lurvvvs

xoxo
switch channels.

2008-10-31T14:20:00.000+08:00

3 MORE EXAMS TO GO YARWWW!
decided to be a spolier.
Taylor Momsen GOT TO KIZZZZED CHACE CRAWFORD.
LIKE OMGAWD NOT FAIR.
HAHAHA TAYLOR MOMSEN IS HAWWT NOW.

2008-10-25T18:59:00.000+08:00

HALLELUJJJJJYYYYAH,
i haven not even started Art.
thank my assszzz,
my creative brain is totally zonked-out.
damn those dumb topics?
directional light? wtf.
yeah,...
i see directional light when iam on the verge whether to die or open my eyes to live.
you know caught in Twilight,
&& someone says follow the light, walk the tunnel.
HAHA.

YOOOOHOOOOOO
LIKE 17days counting to END OF O'ss
iam gonna meetup with all my kittenbabezzzzzz
:):):):)
YORRR MAN, THATS THE LIFYEEEEE

by the way thought of this somehow rather.

if you hate someone,
no point blogging and blogging all this sh!t like how much you hate he/she.
if you hate he/she, just be like.
I HATE "you bitch"(inserts your own enemy's name whudda)
big and RED
aiyyy WORLD PEACE YOOOOW!

2008-10-14T16:27:00.001+08:00

sunday's preaching kept on flashing back into my mind.

"Forgive and forget, like how God forgave your sins and wrongdoings, pardoned your life"

Church is a really great place, i get to be enlighten and mould into a better person of tomorrow.
im on the computer now, researching for my Art.
Speaking of that, which i got some inspiration already.
it a secret between me and mary.

from now on
ALL IS FORGIVEN,
Amen
i dont care what you did to me in the past.
the past is in the past.
you lied/betrayed/hated/disappointment.
i forgive your ass.
ah, i feel much better now.
God spoke to me through prayers, speak to me on my life.
Probably you think im crazy,
but God told me

"When you forgive, you let off a burden, removed your misery, your painful memories
isnt it better then keeping it in one's heart and bearing all anger and hurt in oneself?
In the end, its you who suffer because you cant bring yourself to forgive and forget,
sins/anger/hatred/hurt keeps on piling up? You find yourself trapped in misery "

Although we live in a world full of lies,evil,
jealousy and envies.
Truth and Justice will prevail

Its eternity in heaven i yearn for.
materials of the world are just secondary.
Things of the world is nothing compared to riches of the Heaven.

2008-10-08T20:36:00.000+08:00

I GOT ART PAPER 2 TODAY.
OMG ITS SOO SCREWED.
I SWEAR!!
HOW HOW HOW?
DAMN JAILAT.
&& IM 60% MOTIVATED ONLY.
FO SHIZZLE, 12 MORE DAYS TO OLEVELS.
&& IM STILL AN ANNOYING B!TCH.
MUST STUDY EXTRA HARDER!

2008-09-19T21:40:00.000+08:00

HANDS UP BITCHEZZ
WE MIGHT HAVE PROM THIS YEAR.
OWWWOOOOOOOH-YEAH
THANK MY ASS!!
LOCATION SEMI-CONFIRMED.

PRICE WISE MIGHT BE BELOW $50.
HAHAHA.
OMGOMGAWD IM SOOO FREAKING HAPPY.

:-)
:-)
:-)
:-)

2008-09-06T18:34:00.001+08:00

omyGAWD SohWei Xin says :

deal with me;

i'll spank you fugly ass-wipes & posseurs.

okdookeydokz.
back to the topic.

I GOT STARSTRUCK TODAY.
im not going to wash the shirt that i wored to the filming scene.

LIKE OMGAWD, YOU WISHED YOU WERE HERE.

1) YOU WISHED YOU DIDNT BETRAY MY ASS LAST TIME.

2) YOU WISHED YOU WERE ONE OF MY BESTEST FRIEND.

3) YOU WISHED YOU WERENT MY SWORN ENEMY.

4) YOU WISHED YOU WERE CARMEN'S BESTFRIEND

5) YOU WISHED YOU WERENT AN ASSHOLE TO HER.

so you could take a pikcha with him.

Regretting dont you bitchezz.
Go Fugg your ass(s).
Thanks for doing 1) and 3) to me.
THANK QQQ.
XIE XIE NI.

im happy to tell you that i was like sooo close to Hyun Bin.
not even 0.001mm apart.

FKING JEALOUS HUH.
OUH, IM SUCHA F' SHOWOFF MEAN BITCH.
so what?
: rolls eyes, scowls at you puny losers.

I PAWNNEDDD YOU POSSEURS/ASS-WIPES/LOSERS
ASS(S)
ONCE AGAIN.

oh, && if you try to copy i dont think you even can.
probably yes.
if you are a photoshop queen.
but still yours is still A PIRATED LOSER ONE.

im a happy chirpy bird todaay.
im grinning from head to toe.

au revoir

sohweixin

2008-09-01T23:45:00.000+08:00

BAYBEATS & THE SHOWCASE@SATURDAY

BAYBEATS
one word :

AUUUUEEEESOMMMEEE
electrico PAWNZZZZ YOUR SH!T
i swear, they were soo good.
music/atmosphere = fantastic
not the usual Zouk/Butterfactory kind of atmosphere.

plus, i got a chance to to ooh&ahh at gorgeous people.
loadzz of fantastic dressers there.
like real good dressers.
not some chaoahlianzz or "what i wore today pozzeurs"
very inspirational.
i feel so naked standing beside those ultimate dressers.
shame on me.

SuperSuper duper happy.
Visited Post-Hari Raya Pasar Malam.
Awessomeee.
pretty Baju kurongs(sozz if i spelled wrongly!)
&&
I had

"OMG RAMLY BURGER"
PAWNZZZ YOUR SH!T LIKE DOUBLE-TAKE MAN.

fuuuuuu-yohhhhhh

got hooked on new genre of songzzz.
really goood.

loadzzz of luvvvzzz

Au revoir

2008-09-01T22:24:00.000+08:00

NEWSFLASH FLASH!
Dear fellow secondary 4 mates,
pleazze do a flavour for yourself
&& kindly fill this survey up.
Prom 2008 ,
On or Off.
It lies in everyone of you.
Pleazzze DO THE SURVEY
credits: Winnie's Blog
oh, & pass it on too!
THANK-QQQQ

click HERE to do the survey!!

2008-08-27T20:28:00.000+08:00

someone's boyfriend viewed my profile.
ouh, or is it her using his account?
ultimate.

If shame had a Face,
it probably look like Yours.

2008-08-27T18:49:00.000+08:00

Long Overdued Pikchas
^^
101% raw, unedited.

blogger is really bad at hosting pikchas.
my photography skillz not that bad!

2008-08-22T16:04:00.000+08:00

NI HAO!
all gorgeous cupcakes.
yiieeeAAA to the POwer of 10000,
iam allowed to use the computer finally.

i guessed everyone of you are busy studying hard for prelimzz-A-bitch too!
HAHahaHAHa,
i see zittzz popping outta of your pretty faces.

some kutee stuffx!

JIMMY CHOO GLADIATOR SANDALS

PAWNZZ YOU BITCHEZZ
err, i meant Posseurs

All Designer lootzz
Save up $$

Thats all

Au revoir
<333

2008-08-15T17:19:00.000+08:00

oh fuck my material life.

B3(D) for O'level Chinese.
Yay!
Thank Jesus!
iam taking it again.

busy with studies recently, very busy.
wrote up a list of what iam gonna do after olevels.
really really long.

very loaded recently,
freeflowcash
i <33

i found better things in life,
auueesome.
better way to lead your life.
motivated.

Last note:
Dad brought me out for dinner.
1 to 1
me= Extremely Happy.
^0^ ^0^ ^o^ ^0^ ^0^ ^0^ ^0^
like that happy
i <3 Dad!

sometimes simple happyness in life,
could actually derived from simple events.
you need not wealth to enjoy it.
you need not be poor to envy it.

idk why,
but i suddenly feel so mature.
like more sensible.
Thank-Q

au revoir.